prelude-chelza'riffic

2009-02-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

ITS GONA BE FRIDAY SOON!
yeayea!i knt wait 4 friday to fly to me fastfast!i need a break!
hahaz...ane j1s have entered into jcs le...kinda crowded nowadays...we kinda have to search 4 places to sit in the cafes now..unlike last timw when we could even pick a fav spot to sit and stone at!hahaz:)
this yr j1s looked really unfriendly...and they r sorta taller in average!
hahaz....but np worries,we always gv them e cold hard stare wenever they glanced at us..hahaz...bigbig bully defines me!
haiz...this wk have been really busy...kinda just went past fast !j2 life really do suck hell lots!homework piles up real high and stuffs!
i knt wait to go on a trip to relaz relaz and moremore relaz!
hahaz...dats all 4 2dy!
anw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEETONG IN ADVANCE!
:);););)

2009-02-01T00:55:00.001-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I HATE DOING HIST RESEARCH!
ITS ALWAYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TEDIOUS!URGH!!
IN GONA GO NUTS SOON!E THAI NAMES ARE SO CONFUSING AND COMPLICATED!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MIXED NUTS!

2009-01-30T01:19:00.000-08:00

heyhey...really sorry 4 e late update!was really busy with all e tests and quizzes!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!hahaz
hmm..anw cy told me abt this hot guy dat might b gg to her sku 2dy!hahaz...though i wish 2 go but haiz...i hv gt lotslots of wrk 2 do...lots of catching up and consolidating of notes!haiz...wad a sad j2 life im leading nw!
hahaz...ohya!it was cy darling's bdae ytd!thought that wernie they all would be celeb 4 her but they didnt...hmm...she gt wrk 2 do i guessed..hahaz...wished her bdae with her parents were fun and lovely though!
hahaz...met my uncle during cny 2nd day!hahazz..his nice wavy hair bcum all clean shaven by his fren!hahaz...aiyo wad a waste!hahaz...had a really nice chat with him and his sis-my auntie!hahaz...he is always so easy to relate to..hahaz..saw his gf photos and stuffs..realised that he is quite playboyish la...seem to praise e beauty of every girl that he knws...though they r really gorgeous!hahaz...
he also asked me to intro to him pretty gals and e 1st one i tot of is....................CAIYUN!hahaz..
knt imagine her being my auntie!hahaz...oops!hope she isnt angry!
hahaz;)

HIST SBQ test is over!yeayea!it was kinda tricky!hahaz...gota mug 4 gp test next wk!thats all 4 nw!byebye!;)

2009-01-23T00:39:00.000-08:00

hihi..
went to bdk inter early morning to tk mc..hahaz..skipped sku today coz its kinda a waste of time idling in sku and being bored to death by e performances for cny![oopsy...sorry sharan,u do sing really well..im not insulting u!];)
hmm..bought a pair of heels too!its kinda metallic silver and grey..hahaz...confusing rite?i dont really know e exact color 4 it but its definitely sth like dat..hahazz...and my sis finally decided to wear heels too!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!yeayea...;)she is bcuming more feminine now!hurray!
hahaz...mum bought a pair of golden heels too...its really elegant!superbly fits my mum well!
hahaz...went to nearby hdb unit to trim my hair just now..i was really afraid in e 1st place coz e hairdresser dont sound anything pro to me @ all!she sound like those that would volunteer to trim hair 4 e elderly or somewhat like dat...i dont wna me looking like an old grumpy auntie aft a haircut and on CNY!luckily she was great enough..in fact better that all e previous hairdressers that i have had!woohoo!new discovery made today!hahazz...moreover,she is frm china!!i usually dont think gd of china ppl or stuffs but she changed my perception i guessed!hahaz..
hmm....oh ya,mr yew sent us a happy cny sms to tell us to work hard!hahaz..real funny!dis is how dedicated lect can be!hahaz...
dats all 4 2dy!byebye!have a marvy day ahead!;)

2009-01-22T04:54:00.000-08:00

heyhey...my darling comp is finally repaired!yoohoo!:)
hahaz...hmm 2dy is a loong day in sku!had most of my h2 subs and was really tired by the 2nd period of the day...maybe due to pe dats early in e morning too...ran 5 rounds and did some jumps!my pfc kinda dropped a little..wasnt as fit as before le:(...anw i tried to wait 4 sharan to run with her but she was kinda too slow ba...oopsy!=0...
hmm....lin woan ran really fast..like @ e sprinting speed...guessed she would be my next target to beat 4 2.4km..hahaz;)watch out wor!!
hmm...was busy with issues like sc and religion stuffs 4 gp..really not my kinda topic in e 1st place but it got interesting now!kinda hooked onto it!
hmm...anw 4v having some outing next wk!haiz...dont tink i cn make it...had lotsa tests next wk!i mean a lot of tests dis yr!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
hmm...heard my sis said that they would be gg to waatch e famous korean dance"breakout" 4 sku prg!ahhh!i wna watch too but heard that it could be really ex!i love those dances that r full of youths'energy and thoughts-mature thoughts!
hmm...dats all 4 2dy!byebye!hv a great pleasant nite ahead!

2009-01-20T22:54:00.000-08:00

heyhey...am using e sku comp nw...my comp @ hm kinda died on me but would gt all fixed by today!yipee!hahaz...speciallyto caiyun!my comp would be repaired by today!
had tuitiohn tr...kinda a looong day!haiz....xianz....ltr still hv tuition...haiz.
satstill gt cip to do lorz...long day 2 my cny!knt wait to eat all e goodies and e try out all e new clothes!hahaz....kieskies gtgle!byebye!

2009-01-16T01:23:00.001-08:00

heyhey....reallly sorry for e latelatelate revival of my dearie blog...my comp had broken down again!tech seems to have a strong hatred for me!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
anw,sku started right from e 1st day of sku,things start to pile up real high like mountains regardless of infomation given,assignments,xpectations and stuffs....sadsad...start to feel e stress sitting right above my head!
classes have changed and new faces surfaces...my class a02 has pretty lots of artistic ppl...either they could sing well like alvin or they could play an instrument like fiona or ,from podium like shamini.hahaz...artsy class!had jean woo 4 ct..kinda strict but nice tutor...though mark wong still rocks!miss him lots esp during e ct period...jean woo bored me to tears 4 that period!
hmm...sharan and i still in e same class...missed nish ,giri and alphy though...my nicenice buddies!
haizhaiz...scheme of work 4 all sub start coming in like mad!stress x100!sometimes i do wonder wad a slacker like me is doing in j2!urgh!
oh ya...i TIED MY HAIR TO SKU!haha...finally finally!yea!caiyun still ask me to take foto and send to her!haha!told her im gona c her 4 cny anw!hahaz...
smsed her 2day too!hahaz...still single...were talking abt singlehood,targets,guys and stuffs!hahaz...and according to her,i have matured!hahaz...yeayea!;)oh ya,really soory 4 her dat my comp broke down...oopsy!
really nice talking to her...missed her lots!;)hope to see her soon!
dats all 4 2dy!byebye!

2008-12-27T19:59:00.000-08:00

elloz!;)watched nafa city co concert ytd @ vch..e songs were kinda short and sweet.and the opera-like singers did really have great touching voices!bravo!hahaz;)
mr tay toew kiat was the conductor,though i din really like his way of organising an orchestra,but his conducting skills were superb!hahaz;)was asking my sis to learn from him.
hahaz;)saw qinglun,kenny and johnathan @ e concert too!hahaz.my sis was commenting on kenny's buffiness..hahaz,and asking me if he was a gay!hahaz;)knt stop laughing about that!was feeding her with info abt e kenny and louise's scandal long time ago too!
hahaz.oh ya alot aunties and uncles were munching and talking real loudly in vch!i was really pissed!wished that i could just SHOO them away!hahaz..i can be real mean at times when it comes to concert etiquette!
anw,dinner ytd was real yummy!had merry mint ice cream 2 swensens!though e serving was super slow and draggy,e mouth-watering ice cream was worth e long wait!
hahaz,btw i had e real long nice chat with lao zheng on xmas!and bingo!i guessed it right that e real cause 4 his leave on tms was his conflict with mrs ang!she is always such a pain in e ass!haiz...he still feels 4 tmsco after all,asking me to tell them to work hard and stuffs!
hmm..missed him lots!
hmm...huixin infrmed me ytd that tmsaco might have an outing soon!lao zheng might come!duno if she did infrm caiyun they all nots...i think i will do e job...coz she always 4gt to infrm them de.haiz...maybe they werent close ba..haha
anw gerald told me that he and his gf break up le...guessed i was really outdated wor...now then i got 2 noe...haiz...hols r ending soon!argh!gota mugmugmugnow!
thats all 4 2dy!have fun!

2008-12-22T06:46:00.000-08:00

its been a loooong time ever since i have updated my blog...so sorry abt it...was busy with my stuffs and had no time to mess with my comp..hahaz
anw had a small class outing 2day @ nebo ehub...was really funfunfun!didnt know that there is actually such a wide variety of board games available!
hahaz..we[huiyu,caiyun,huiwen,gladwin,eric,eli and naz] played e jurassic game,ugly doll ,some really complicated game that e cute guy recommended and a game that is somewhat like charade but alot better!
hahaz...huiyu said that i changed alot though i dont spot any dif...hahaz...maybe it was e tan that i recently had gotten due to intensive swimming
hahaz...naz and i r still crazy over the color red!hahaz..cheers to red buddy!
hmm...eli changeD!she is no longer an early early gal!hahaz..and she permed her hair...looked really cute like a barbie!
hahahaz..i love the charade-like game best!it was really hilarious esp with e sound off thing..hahaz..hy made really funny noises and eric seems to complement with hers perfectly!
hahaz..i thought thast the cute guy was quite impressive though...memorised almost e instructions of all the games!great memory work!
hahaz...saw xl and zhiwen 2!guessed it was some syco outing!hahaz..
i might be meeting up with hw and cy during xmas!maybe go cafe to chill out or to watch a nice movie!hahaz...huiyu would be coming too!yea!havent seen her 4 a loong time besides 2dy!hope it would be really funfunfun!
thats all 4 2dy!byebye!im gg 4 a sleep soon!

For Him or for me?

2008-12-12T01:11:00.000-08:00

Goodbye©
By Heather M. Williams

At first when we met
We said hi
Now we're still friends
But we've said goodbye
I gave you a chance
And you rejected
You see what you've lost
At least I hope you do
I liked you a lot
I honestly did
But did you feel the same?
Were there feelings you hid?
If you had feelings for me
You didn't show it
Because things are over now

This poem kinda depicts how i feel and maybe how he feels these few days..i dont like emo-ing but i cant help it;(hope these kinda days could passed by soon!

back from e memorable cruise

2008-12-11T00:13:00.000-08:00

hihi..its kinda tedious to tell u guys all e minor details of mry cruise trip...
thus,im gonna just do a really short and brief summary of my 4 days cruise trip;)
it was overall really fun...np regrets @ all[excluding e guys;(]
e intl crews and games staffs were all really frenly and chatty...hahaz..how i wish i could work there too though its only a 10 months contract...its e exact environment for me!all e mingling w.o my parents around and all e nice food![i miss e med terrace buffet!]ahhhhh!
e ktv lounge[galaxy of the stars] there was elegantly furnished and i could actually go in!hahaz...1st time in a pub!
philippines live band performers did a great job by playing groovy euphonious songs to boost up e atmosphere in there!hahaz...
had many long hours of jacuzzi @ pantheon pool..was really an enjoyment!;)even better @ times with e kids prg gg on near e pool;)
learnt how to play carrom @ e card room!it was real fun!though my fingers hurt real lots after that;(
e musicals[movie fantasia and sports unlimited] @ e lido ,put up ny acrobats from china + ukraine and also e crews were marvo!real nicenicenicenicenice!really exciting!e crews there could sing and dance really well!
now,abt e guys..........................................................................
we 1st saw them @ e check in point itself.they look like twins!though one is slightly shorter.then,we realise that we saw them[with their friend] more than 5 times in a day!and 24 times in 4 days!whoa!more than coincidence!
they kinda recog us too...and even wanted to talk and make frens with us but too shy and we were with our parents..haiz...
really gd looking and nice guys...wasted...kinda angry with myself 4 nt making any initiatives...trying hard to find them on frenster now;(
hope we gt to meet again soon!
if we dont,all e best to them;)

video-ing e whole day;)

2008-12-05T04:47:00.000-08:00

mum woke me up @ 7plus in e morning![for some reason dat i dont quite get it coz im still in a sleepy dopey mood;)]urgh!i hate waking up in e morning!esp on nights that i have had a sweet and pleasant dream!hahaz;)
had nothing to do as usual thus decided to watch 'they kissed again' for the 2nd time..hahaz..joe chen still looked that dashing[tall,suave,cool].though he could be really not understanding and ungentleman @ times...but he usually made it up real well later.haha;)
somehow he reaminds me of edward cullen..e asian version of edward cullen..though edward is more gentleman and considerate..hahaz;)
i like the way they protect girls ba...not drama @ all and really just right[im not sure how to really say it:/
i wish my bf would be like that too!but its kinda hard to find dis kinda guy...they always dun usually appear out of thin air and right in front of you ba..hahaz;)
was indulging in donuts 4 lunch..really nice!it has been a loong time ever since i had indulged in donuts!;)hahaz..wished i could do dis with my sec sku friends and chitchat a little too;)
anw was kinda emo-ing to a song intro by jjie,really superbly nice!hahaz..and he just helped me found e song!thanks alot!he is really of great help this few days to me-the IT un-savvy
hahaz..thats all for 2dae!byebye!;)
quote of the day:live ur life to the fullest.

pitter patter pitter patter

2008-12-04T00:10:00.000-08:00

2dy's heavy rain kinda reminded me of my nursery kiddy song:'rain rain go away.come again another day.......'
heavy downpour nowadays had been ruining my sports schedules these few weeks...all my daily long dist running and my new target to try out and to ace in tennis have all been ruined!URGH!
i really do wish e rain would come back another day or even,NEVER!
hmm...was packing my stuffs for my cruise trip this sun..kinda spaced out and started to think of who i will missed if im not in spore..hahaz;)
it used to be my parents and my darling sis as my top rankings..but now,guessed coz i arent close to my parents anymore,its replaced by my friends[mainly friends whom i sms alot];)
hmm..packing my stuffs was kinda tiring mentally.guessed coz im born a girl n as a girl,we think and ponder alot abt wad to wear every day for every single event we are in..hahaz..esp for trips like these in which there is a high chance of meeting a nice dude..girls are usually more self conscious;)hahaz..havent really made up my mind on wad to wear yet though a rough idea is already there..
anw was finishing up my book little prince and realised how much flaws any adults could have..its true that most adults are more concerned abt figures rather than e explanation itself...evident in all newspaper reports on terrorists attacks ...hmm..which explains why we need stats in our gp paper for our dearest cambridge examiners!
little prince kinda made me do alot of thinking nowadays...kept me kinda busy...
oh ya..watched a really nice video by some us guy on dead terrorist on youtube ytd nite..really hilarious and highly recommended by both jjie and me!hahaz..its a puppet show but really funny to the core...there is the jingle bomb song...go watch it!its real cool!
hmm..dats all for 2dy!gota go polish up on my manicure for e cruise trip!;)

2008-12-03T00:45:00.000-08:00

my 1st post 4 my new blog!decided to change my blog suddenly 4 various reasons;
1]cy has been wanting me to change my blogskin!
2]my thoughts +way of thinking has changed a little over e past few weeks during e hols dat somehow,i dun really relate to the 'me' that i have been in e old blog[i have done lots of thinking and reflections during e hols!];)
3]maybe hols had been way 2 boring 4 me...so i resort to this to freshen me up a little;)
though jjie asked me to kp my previous blog,maybe to kp a memory of myself as an evident of how much i hv grown and mature over time,i have already deleted it..oops..sorry;(
ANYWAY........................
went to john little's sales again 4 e 3rd time..kinda know my way in and out of e sales exhibit hall le..guessed all e salesgirls and guys would have somehow recognised me le...1st day was 4 a wild and almost stampede -like shopping on clothes and snacks..hahaz..bought several polo tees and a surfer shorts..really love that colourful and stripey espirit polo tee!knt wait to wear it on my cruise trip!
2nd day was kinda nothing much.2dy was to but some bedlinen and mattress..i got a red one!my fav colour!
hahaz...anw i have decided to do some volunteer jobs during mid dec..flag day and stuffs..might be asking my bestie to help out a little!was reading little prince ytd night and realised that i do need to do some volunteering work and charitable acts to brighten up my life and so that my life would be more meaningful...my life has been pretty boring and bland[nothing much to speak of] 4 e past 16+ years!hence,doing some kind deeds would definitely help alot.i might be even signing up to be a youth volunteer in some organisations 4 next yr!once a week to teach kids on any sub that im good @!that would really boost my sense of achievement and satisfaction!knt wait to sign up 4 dat!
was reading some magazines that day and realised i should spend my xmas a little special this time round..instead of e usual partying and indulgence in food,i shall do a lottle work 4 orphange 2!gt this idea from some artiste [mediacorp].maybe i should buy some candies and log cakes;)
maybe i should find my bestie and wish everyone a 'merry xmas' along e streets of orchard.dats kinda crazy but obviously,it would be of huge fun!i love to be insane once in a while,like what ppl always say'life is nothing without daring experiences!'
hahaz..gota go internet to find out more abt orphanages now...gota get all my xmas gifts before e xmas sales r gg down!
hmm...thats all 4 my 1st post..wudnt wana bored u guys with all e minor details!;)